a conversation i had with a friend when he was sending me home somehow struck me. tho he meant it for someone else, it came upon as for me too. He said, if a guy were to like someone, he will go all the way..but if he don't feel anything for the girl, he will just put on a straight face.

heh. i don't want that to happen.

a face is for me to look at.

such a dull if all straight. heh.

bah.

and a friend said its just a crush and it will go away.

will see in days and months to come.

anyway, i was looking at my old pics. such a different. i think that is much more important than anything else.

www.o/p/r/ah.com- interesting website for me to read abt life, spirit, self, well-being. u name it. food diary. the last time i took note of what i ate was eons ago when i had a personal trainer. running was a brisk, swimming was addictive and body combat was inspiring. i think i want the old me. where i can just run and swim every week and i don't care a hoot about anything else.

but again. L.A.Z.I.N.E.S.S. damn it!

go away..will u!

sigh.

should i start after ramadhan? or not?

i think for a start, i must buy more cereals, oats and wheat bix. black coffee and not forgetting raisins.

and i must start preparing my favourite lunch again. steam chicken breast with lemon and pepper, carrots and brocolli. grilled salmon. fish soup. and i took five small meals a day. even i had to eat out, i'll eat coz i'll be hitting the track the next day.

its spring season now. i should pick up my sports gear again..

goshhhhhhhhh...difficult isnt it to start again?

argh.

argh.

argh.